my words and your interpretations

hello there,
hi.


it's 24Ramadan1437H night.
funnily enough, i think at a point where i'm bad with words.
where my words are so hard to be understood and yet so easy to be misunderstood.
where my words no longer represent my emotions -- they are against me.
where my thoughts no longer can be conveyed through words.
where i think it's better for me to keep quiet and say nothing.
and yet, i'm hoping that others would understand me.

the end is almost here.
come faster, please.


---perhaps, it's just me, being emotional over some words. 
words that i wrote wholeheartedly,
and yet does not seem to be so.
which rather turns out to be some kind of rudeness -- my rudeness, in words.

bye