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do you wanna run away, again?


i wondered once, why it wasn't me? why it must be 'the others'?
what was i thinking, that i was good enough at that time, in which the truth is i was nowhere in the list. unknown.

i wonder again today, what was in my mind on that day? the day i questioned things.
was i good enough to be chosen at that moment? 
my answer today is no.

and today i see how 'the others' are.
and i wonder again,
why it wasn't me?


yes, again i wonder.


it will never be enough for you, for me.
and the saddest part would be --- today, 'the others' are better in deen.
and i'm --- still struggling.



do you wanna run away, again?

yes, for ever.

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