Half untold, half shared

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Assalamualaikum:)

Sudden comeback though indirectly through dreams, flashbacks, silent thoughts and unexpected visuals are indescribable. Hoi hoi I can feel it. Hoi hoi nzrn sengih tutup mulut lalu pipi terangkat ke awan-awanan sambil hidung keluarkan dengusan separa gelak yang pelik. This is so normal. And we like it yeay yeay. And it only occurs for certain reasons ngeh ngeh hemo hemo kening kening ^ ^

Weird, as always.

So welcome home! Four years and counting la konon haha. Inilah katanya so near and yet so far ceh ayat tak pernah nak jujur. Selamat pulang ke tanah asal, alhamdulillah dengan selamatnya tiba di sini. Panjang umur jumpa nanti-nanti la sebab kalau jumpa sekarang is not challenging enough, hah gitu. Kan orang awesome :D

Tahun ni banyak benda yang terjadi. Kita tertanya ini sebab kita makin besar dan mula sejengkal mature daripada tahun lepas atau memang dalam period this last one year banyak benda yang memang out of our norms.

Empat bulan lepas, we wondered about this year ramadhan and eid. Hari ini, who would have guess, starting of 1 Ramadhan 1434H lain daripada biasa. Sudden decisions larut malam, tiket flight for two through online service dalam dua tiga pagi, fly around pukul lapan sembilan pagi, by car pun ada, sudden decision to move patient by helicopter from butterworth, then from subang, dari pagi sampai petang. In one day, a day before 1 Ramadhan. Who would have guess this?

May Allah ease out everything. And may all of us be bold enough to face all of this trials.

I saw teary eyes before leaving. I heard they asked for our prayers. Walaupun dalam separuh hati, I felt it. InsyaAllah, semuanya akan baik-baik. Amin.

Triple As or abdominal aortic aneurysm. Aortic aneurysm is the dilation of the aortic wall. Mortality rate after surgery for emergency cases like rupture is more than 50%. At least that’s what I can recall from last night reading with mom.

Lalu mama circled the last paragraph dan cakap, “ Ni semua kerja Allah. Allah dah setkan yang ini. Ni just diorang estimate je. “ Or so I heard.

You would never know what’s waiting for you. Seen today they quoted, “ Tomorrow is never promised to anyone but standing before Allah on the Day of Judgement is. “ May this be a new starting point for us.